I will learn to light my own lamp today.  I will go within for the deepest sort of experience of joy, of ecstasy in being alive.  I will get in touch with the deeper pulse of living – the thread that connects me with the divine experience.  I will recognize that in order to be lit from within I need to drop down inside of myself and be in the presence of inner light.  Life itself has a purpose apart from any individual task or stage.  Life itself is the experience.  All of the things I have been trying to accomplish are both inner and outer goals.  They are meant to bring me closer to myself, to develop me in ways that allow me to experience life more fully – to be more capable of pleasure. Today I will give myself these gifts of inner sight.